Asher entered a poetry contest designed to give a voice to incarcerated teens. His poem was given Honorable Mention from over a thousand entered throughout the nation. I am including it below without any commentary or explanation. It is my son’s efforts at processing his place in life at this moment.
I Am, I May, and I Will
I am a fake, I am a felon
I am guilty, I am forgotten
I am inconsistent, I am patristic
I am reluctant, I am uneasily conducted
I am shameful, I am living painfully
I am useful, but rarely used
I am the same, never fazed
I may be a father, I may be a cheat
I may be a friend, I may be a double-dealer
I may be a filmmaker, I may be a prisoner
I may be a caretaker, I may be quick to anger
I may be a speaker, I may be mute
I may be a teacher, I may lack patience
I may be a preacher, I may be atheist
I may be optimistic, I may be pessimistic
I may have different characteristics.
I will change
I will break out of these chains
I will mend these relationships
I will learn
Understand, and comprehend
I will be me
And not follow a specific trend
I will succeed
Even believe, when things don’t blend
I will be different, watch me
It doesn’t matter what you say
Just stay out of my way